So close so far I'm lost in time

Ready to follow a sign
If there was only a sign
The last goodbye burns in my mind
Why did I leave you behind?
Guess it was too high to climb
Give me a reason
Why would you want me
To live and die
Living a lie
You were the answer
All that I needed
To justify, justify my life
Someone as beautiful as you
Could do much better it's true
That didn't matter to you
I tried so hard to be the one
Its something I couldn't do
Guess I was under the gun
Give me a reason
Why would you want me
To live and die
Living a lie
You were the answer
All that I needed
To justify, justify my life
It's only right
That I should go
And find myself
Before I go and ruin
Someone else
So close so far
I'm lost in time
Ready to follow a sign
If there was only a sign
Give me a reason
Why would you want me
To live and die
Living a lie
You were the answer
All that I needed
To justify, justify my life
It's only right
That I should go
And find myself
Before I go and ruin
Someone else

So ....hey people...hmm.. i don't know what i have to say about me .... First... I love music and drawing...when the night is long and i don't know how i can survive of it i draw strange things from my mind that everyone thinks they are monsters...i listen music all the time ... i don't know why.... i just want to be in my world because the real world hurts... i like swimming alone.Everytime and everyday. the others say i swim like a mermaid...i am going to agree with them... no, i don't think i am a mermaid but i know i swim like a mermaid... i like explore the sea...it's amazing,trust me...
i know im not like the others because my life is drama from my 10 years..ok not exactly ...but my parents broke out and my mum interested only for her life..my dad was sad and moody ...but i love him a lot.. my best friend helen removaled so the only one i have was alkis, my best friend .... but 6 months later he died and i was alone in this world.. and after that everything had changed and everything didn't go well....
yeah ... perhaps i did it very drama... but i live in my world with my rules...
i hope u love my world...
ohh...sorry ..i forgot to introduce..my name is Krictine-Asline and i am 15 to 16 years old.....


so...

enjoy :)